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The surest thing in the world is that we all want something. i want money, i want love, i want a better life, i want knowledge, i want a life, i want joy, i want friends, i want a career, i want to fly, i want a home, i want to be someone, i want to change the world, i want to make a difference, i want to stop the war, i want a family that really cares, i want them to understand, i want time to stop so i can catch up, and i want a chance. i want to win, i want a dog, i want a car, i want cool stuff and designer clothes, i want peace. i will never be completely content and i will never be completely pleased with myself. i will always make mistakes and i will always find something to fail at. i look at things as half full, never half empty. still i know there are things that I’m good at and though I’m young i have at least one accomplishment and that is enough to last me the rest of my life. through all my imperfections i still see clearly and i know that the world is a really big place. but the thing i really want is to understand. the scariest place you can be is in someone else’s mind. i disagree because i would love to know what other people are thinking and what it means to them. just as i would like people to know what my thoughts mean to me. i want to understand how you can be close minded, unappreciative, greedy, thoughtless, arrogant, have self pity, rude, put people down, and so insulting. i want to know what runs through your mind when you kill someone, love someone, and intentionally hurt someone. I want to feel and know what i never knew. Blurred lines are easier to cross. I want to live, even if it means doing so with venom running trough my veins.

Ó 2008 PQ